I guess in order to appreciate someone you have to live without them for a while.
When it's hurting bad it only gets worse.
Sometimes I stand on the edge and let myself tilt forward, to feel the thrill, to remind myself what it's like to be able to feel.
I feel like the universe is seeing how far I can bend until i break.
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I just want someone to tell me how much i mean to them and tell me not to go, or tell me how much they love me and tell me how they couldn’t live without me here.
